Wednesday, May 13, 2009

All the lack of sleep is making me a downright bitch :O
Saturday, May 09, 2009

Caught on the Korean fever yet?
not only has it swept through Asia's pop culture, sillies got that fever too! :O


love them since forever. jaejoong!


korean version of craig david's Insomnia


And my new fav big bang ((:
i know it's T.O.P kayy mai. dunno what i was thinking at that time.

and i want that phone!



TOTALLY ADDICTED:O


it's sleepover at hash's hse ytd (:
the house's BIG and it's so FREAKING DARK at night.
plus it's raining super heavily at around 4 plus, with thunder and lightning and all that. i was so freaked out hahaha.

but still, it's great to see the sillies after so long!
i've uploaded the pics. so efficient right!
i've just realised facebook got this superb uploading system which only took a few mins to upload eveything!
omg i feel so stupid that i always uploaded photos 5 by 5 by 5. damn.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008

shanghai!
not really fun for me cos too much scenery too little shopping. /:
but i dunno why i still managed to buy loads of things haha.
i must control my spending :O
weather's around the same as korea but there's more sun here (:

next stop, japan! hehheh.

Monday, December 15, 2008

just came back from chingay and i'm o-m-g-so-tired.
it's like 9am to 6pm. and today's all about first aid theory.
it's so f-ing boring and my legs and ass are so pain from sitting on the floor i wanna kill myself alr.
i nearly cried in happiness when i reached home. haha.
we still have to take the first aid mcq test and cpr thing tml ):
like i dont have enough of tt alr.

i hate people who's so freaking annoying.
this stupid girl who thinks so highly of herself.
hello i didnt even ask for your opinion, or opinions, in this case.
heck i didnt even ask for your presence and you just have to grace me with it.
no pls thank you just go away will you?
i hate your voice and your face and your oh-im-so-gd-and-i-have-to-tell-everyone-tt attitude.
i dont wanna know about your almighty self so just shut up and get lost.
but i shall be nice to you. for now.
though i feel like slapping your face.

i so look forward to tomorrow. 9am-6pm first aid course again. and 6.45pm-9pm leaders feedback session thing. oh god.

i shall go mug first aid now.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008

i just watched twilight. ytd.
and it's kinda boring la. maybe cos its content's exactly the same as the book-.-
but anw i'll still go watch it in theatres. hehheh cos robert pattinson makes a hot vampire and i can't see him clearly on com screen.

was supposed to stay over at ecp tml w/ massss.
but she got a job at the bar alr. rahh.
and why the bar allows smoking i dont understand ehh. and the place is so freaking hot my god.
i'm sweating like shit alr. how can pple drink beer and talk there for so long haha.

tml is a sian day, thu okay, fri sian, and the weeekends also. shit it still got chingay ahhh.
i really really miss damien.
and i hate rainy days.

Labels: job at the bar

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

It's 3:22 now but i dont feel like sleeping. sigh.
it's the end of the yr, so i shall think back. though im feeling slightly woozy doozy now. haha.

07/08. these two yrs just passed in a flash. like that.
and i dont even know what i had done, or did not do.
i really am a failure at 16/17 yrs old. and i'll not let myself be one from now on.
hopefully, 2009 will be a goodbye to my past and i'll change for the better.

seriously, i dont know what'd gone into me these past two years.
like the living dead, like those in owen's poems.
just letting everyday past by me without caring, without doing anything.
in the past, i'm not even like that.
a 7 years old (since pri sch) to 16, i'd feel sad, or at least a tinge of remorse when i didnt do well, or failed in anything.
but these 2 yrs (or mostly last yr), if i fail, i just let it be. omg i dont know what i had become.
tt's really not me. i think i suddenly lose track of direction or something. i would not have let myself do so badly. even if i dont care about results, i would have at least cared abt face, abt reputation, abt how people think of me.
but last year, i just dont care. my god. idk. dont know what happened.
i just let it be.
and let myself sink so deeply that i nearly do not have the chance to rise to the surface again.
and the thing is that,
i know that i could have done it,
i myself know that i have the ability to do it,
if i just put in a teeny tin-ny bit of effort
unlike some people who really really might need more time.
and that's what hurts the most now.

of course, consequences of my actions, of my stupidity.
still trying hard to handle it.
though i told myself it's alright, laugh to myself that it's nothing. pretend to others that it's ok,
but still,
seeing the success of everyone else is painful.
i know i could be like them,
but i didnt even give myself the opportunity to begin with.

this'll be the first, and the last time i break down. i really hate being weak. urghhh.
from now on, i'll be strong.
brave enough to face the future ahead and really not give myself any chance to regret anymore.
Thursday, November 20, 2008

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR MAS !
this is chace crawford, the one i told you who's much hotter than zac efron (in my opinion only, people pls dont go bombarding me):


see i'm so nice. i even found the side view for you. it's a sin not to know him kayy. so thank god (or thank me) your sin is removed, or whatever you call it.



front view:

close-up:

side view



and this is his sister. i can only say it's in the genes

and this is ed westwick, another lead in gossip girl. i shall lend you if i can find it in my room!

CC+EW=even the sun admits that he/she is not as hot. ( i dunno the sun's gender, i think the sun's a male?)